Jun 8, 2016
In the autumn of my life, I’ve yet to figure out
The purpose of our journey and what life’s all about
As I prepare for winter armed with grace and fortitude
For the blissful spring and Summer I’m filled with gratitude
I can’t believe how quick time’s gone for just the other day
Grandma sat me on her lap while I heard her pray
And as I whizzed through teenaged years in stonewashed faded jeans
I dreamt about those superstars on 70mm screens
My Wren & Martin thick enough to hide James Hadly Chase
I spent time singing songs that had no treble but all Bass
Living for the moment without looking for the kerb
Life for me meant Action, Not a Noun but Verb
Armed with half-baked wisdom and the arrogance of youth
I thought I knew it all without a single wisdom tooth
Finding myself in the dark, I grew beyond my years
And learnt some nifty strategies which helped me deal with fears
Not savvy in my twenties but somewhat settling down
I turned my wounds to wisdom though I didn’t stop playing the clown
The vagaries of youth long gone I learnt to look within
Well into my thirties I knew Life was yang and yin
Now at the tail end of my 40s, 49 to be precise
I’ve grown old but not grown up and I still romanticize
I’ve learnt more from my growing kids than they did from me
And am grateful that they love and trust their Mum implicitly
I’ve figured that it always pays to listen to my heart
And retreat to timeless values that my Grandmas did impart
My Grandmas, both survivors – tender and yet tough
Their sense of humour intact even when times were rough
I’ve seen them cry and cleanse their souls enduring heat and pressure
Diamonds in the making that their Grandkids learnt to treasure
Emerging with new brilliance through heartache and through pain
Their heads held high, they hung in there and never did complain
Both these women, strong as steel barely five foot three
Had vast reserves of patience and just boundless empathy
They knew of love and loyalty, forgiveness, faith and hope
With hearts of gold and souls of grace they learnt to smile and cope
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