NDTV

New Delhi, Jul 23: Bollywood megastar Amitabh Bachchan would rather be a follower than a leader, or so he says in his latest blog entry.

"I love and prefer being guided than to lead", says Big B talking about his discomfort with taking decisons, "I would tolerate a bad decision for me than the rigors of self judgement".

He attributes the choice of his films to what others feel about those films rather than his own self-assesment. He adds, "Deciding what to do is a malaise with me....Left to myself I would probably not be anywhere."

The megastar who is in Los Angeles with Abhishek and Aishwarya for The Unforgetttable Tour, defends his habit of not taking decisions by saying, "My argument in defense is if I have survived so far and so long with these attributes, I would rather not change.God knows what change would do. Yet, I do acknowledge that quite unknowingly, it is change that has crept in somewhat quietly in my life and been reason enough for my survival so far"

Big B's first world tour together with his son and daughter-in-law has been a roaring success across Canada and Trinidad in it's first leg. It promises to enthrall the audiences all across the globe.

And as he very philosophically surmises on his blog "Do your karma. The rest will be taken care of", looks like the Bachchans do take their karma seriously indeed.